Dear Paul and George
So boys I woke up this morning to face February. This year, however, I feel positive. 2017 is being kind. Life seems brighter, easier and my heart is healing. It will of course be damaged forever and no time will heal the scars. However, I think I am accepting you've gone. I am accepting I can breathe without you and I am accepting life is still here for me to live to the full. February will always be difficult but this year I want to smile and remember. I want this year to be different. I am determined to face February with courage and strength and it's not going to beat me. February brace yourself I am coming to get you!!
Love you always Rhian - Mummy xxxx